Apparently they switched the reenlistment time to 1 year out instead of 2 years out. Which means Ryan can't reenlinst until next August. I don't know what to do. The ONLY reason we bought that van was because we would be able to pay it off. We won't be able to live with that and the credit card debt. I don't know why I count my chickens before they hatch with the Army. I don't know why. How many times do we have to get screwed before I learn my lesson? I just want to die right now. I am thinking 2009 will not be much better than 2008...
We may have to get rid of stuff. Cable, internet, phone, and anything else we can live without. That will make for a boring day, but just so we can still get food right?
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Well, he went back...
big shocker...He went back to work cuz there was a car that HAD to be done. Whatever...and he wonders why they walk all over him. I'm done caring. If he doesn't care if his boss shits on him all the time, then why should I?
And he will just act like nothing is wrong...nothing happened. Ugh! It just pisses me off! But this is normal from him...I get all excited about something and then it just doesn't happen. It's been like that with him for as long as I can remember. I try not to get my hopes up but I guess I thought today would really happen instead of him working overtime for NOTHING!!! I could just spit nails right now!!!!
And about the appt that he was supposed to go with me to today, I honestly couldn't care less. Maybe he should just stay with the kids. I'm sure he will be home in time, but I'm just so mad right now!
And he will just act like nothing is wrong...nothing happened. Ugh! It just pisses me off! But this is normal from him...I get all excited about something and then it just doesn't happen. It's been like that with him for as long as I can remember. I try not to get my hopes up but I guess I thought today would really happen instead of him working overtime for NOTHING!!! I could just spit nails right now!!!!
And about the appt that he was supposed to go with me to today, I honestly couldn't care less. Maybe he should just stay with the kids. I'm sure he will be home in time, but I'm just so mad right now!
Friday, October 24, 2008
Stupid bill collectors!
I was so pissed when Ryan told me this. So we got a call last night at about 8:30pm. It was an 800 number, but it sooo didn't register with me. She asked for Ryan...just Ryan, not Mr. Burelison, just Ryan. So I gave the phone to Ryan.
He said that she asked if he knew J and M (Ryan's mom and dad). He said yeah they are my parents...why he said that I have no clue! She asked if they were ok cuz she hadn't talked to them for a couple months. He was like yeah they are fine.
So then she asked if he could have them call her cuz she needed to talk to them. He said sure. So she proceeded to give her name "Misty" and her number "800 blah blah". That is when it hit him.
But you know what he did, he wrote it down. He tried to tell me that he then went on to say that he wouldn't tell them, blah blah. I said you are full of shit, you wrote down the number and said bye. He didn't say anything to her like that. Now I would have went off and told her that if she calls again I will be contacting a lawyer because THEY DO NOT LIVE HERE and I don't need calls like this from dumbass collecting agencies like her!! UGH!!!
OMG! I was hot when Ryan told me that!! I hope she calls while just I'm here...I really really do!!
He said that she asked if he knew J and M (Ryan's mom and dad). He said yeah they are my parents...why he said that I have no clue! She asked if they were ok cuz she hadn't talked to them for a couple months. He was like yeah they are fine.
So then she asked if he could have them call her cuz she needed to talk to them. He said sure. So she proceeded to give her name "Misty" and her number "800 blah blah". That is when it hit him.
But you know what he did, he wrote it down. He tried to tell me that he then went on to say that he wouldn't tell them, blah blah. I said you are full of shit, you wrote down the number and said bye. He didn't say anything to her like that. Now I would have went off and told her that if she calls again I will be contacting a lawyer because THEY DO NOT LIVE HERE and I don't need calls like this from dumbass collecting agencies like her!! UGH!!!
OMG! I was hot when Ryan told me that!! I hope she calls while just I'm here...I really really do!!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
I just need to cry...
I am so sick of not being able to do anything. I am stuck here with 2 kids and one on the way. What job can I get? I had to quit work with Gavin due to Sciatica, so what job could I get now? I can just see the interview. Oh btw, I will need about 6 weeks off...probably more...in a couple months. Yeah, that would go over well. *roll eyes*
Ryan doesn't make enough. Plain and simple. He doesn't make enough for a family of 3, let alone our family of soon to be 5! I just don't know what to do. If he asks for a raise, he will most likely get laughed at...they are just dicks like that.
He put in for his disability, but Lord knows how long that will take. *sigh* And apparently, it won't be as much of backpay as I thought, but it will still be *some* which is better than nothing...of course. We have $100 in savings...that's it. But you know what, that's more than we had a month ago. I am proud to have $100 in savings...how sad is that?
If only he could reenlist while at Drill in Nov. Man, that would take a load off. We could pay off the van and most, if not all, of our credit cards. Then I wouldn't feel so bad about everything because our credit cards wouldn't be almost maxed out. Ugh! Yes, we would then get more in debt because we would use our cc's, but it's only until he can find something better than this $8/hour piece of shit job!
I'm kind of scared about our electric bill...now that we have 2 furnaces going when the heat is on. That should be interesting. I seriously just need a good "get drunk" night, but can't do that until January. Darn kid! lol
That is all for now. Sometimes it just helps to write things out.
Ryan doesn't make enough. Plain and simple. He doesn't make enough for a family of 3, let alone our family of soon to be 5! I just don't know what to do. If he asks for a raise, he will most likely get laughed at...they are just dicks like that.
He put in for his disability, but Lord knows how long that will take. *sigh* And apparently, it won't be as much of backpay as I thought, but it will still be *some* which is better than nothing...of course. We have $100 in savings...that's it. But you know what, that's more than we had a month ago. I am proud to have $100 in savings...how sad is that?
If only he could reenlist while at Drill in Nov. Man, that would take a load off. We could pay off the van and most, if not all, of our credit cards. Then I wouldn't feel so bad about everything because our credit cards wouldn't be almost maxed out. Ugh! Yes, we would then get more in debt because we would use our cc's, but it's only until he can find something better than this $8/hour piece of shit job!
I'm kind of scared about our electric bill...now that we have 2 furnaces going when the heat is on. That should be interesting. I seriously just need a good "get drunk" night, but can't do that until January. Darn kid! lol
That is all for now. Sometimes it just helps to write things out.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Stupid waitress!
Girl's weekend was great! I had a lot of fun and didn't have to deal with kids for a while day and a half! Loved it!
Well, until I got home and looked at my checking account. >:-( I see there are TWO charges on there from Logan's...it's a steakhouse. So yeah, not small amounts by any means. I did pretty good and only paid $14.86 for my meal. I was proud of myself. But then I see that I was also charged $21.31...WTF!??!!? Why? I didn't pay for anyone's meal but MY OWN! So why am I getting charged for two meals!?!?
I have had this happen before when I went out with a bunch of people, and I am damn sick of it! We cannot afford to be buying other people's meals! NOPE!
So I emailed all the ladies that I was with...well the ones I have there email addresses for...and I will wait to see if anyone noticed that it wasn't their card that was used. I let the last one go, but not this time. We are too tight with money right now.
So if no one comes back saying they used my card on their bill, I will have to dispute it through the bank I guess. It's sad to have to do that for only 21 bucks, but that's just how it has to be dammit!
Well, until I got home and looked at my checking account. >:-( I see there are TWO charges on there from Logan's...it's a steakhouse. So yeah, not small amounts by any means. I did pretty good and only paid $14.86 for my meal. I was proud of myself. But then I see that I was also charged $21.31...WTF!??!!? Why? I didn't pay for anyone's meal but MY OWN! So why am I getting charged for two meals!?!?
I have had this happen before when I went out with a bunch of people, and I am damn sick of it! We cannot afford to be buying other people's meals! NOPE!
So I emailed all the ladies that I was with...well the ones I have there email addresses for...and I will wait to see if anyone noticed that it wasn't their card that was used. I let the last one go, but not this time. We are too tight with money right now.
So if no one comes back saying they used my card on their bill, I will have to dispute it through the bank I guess. It's sad to have to do that for only 21 bucks, but that's just how it has to be dammit!
Friday, October 17, 2008
Blah.
Why do I feel like nothing ever gets done that is supposed to? Just in general really.
The fuel pump in our van was supposed to be fixed today, nope the guy that had an appt at 9am didn't get there til 11:30. How the fuck is that my fault? If we were customers off the street, we would be getting it done PRONTO! If only they knew that Ryan was looking for more work, they would know that I am going to TALK SO MUCH CRAP about them to EVERYONE I know! And it's a lot of people around here. They are the crappiest car dealership I've ever had to deal with...ever!
And Ryan keeps putting his phone on silent, but "not knowing" it's on silent. Fuck that! If you put it on silent, you know it's on silent. What the hell else does a bell with a RED SLASH through it mean? Come on now...I wasn't born freakin yesterday!
I just want this weekend to be over with. I'm sick of having to worry about the stupid ass wedding and how I will get to the place where they are having the "Girls' Weekend" when all we are going to do is sit around and "chat" anyway. Is there really a point to that? And now I won't get there til 4pm on Saturday and will leave at 4pm on Sunday. It just seems like it's pointless, but I mean any time away is a good thing right?
I guess that's it for now. I'm sure I will have more rants after this weekend. I am just in a really pissy mood lately. *sigh*
The fuel pump in our van was supposed to be fixed today, nope the guy that had an appt at 9am didn't get there til 11:30. How the fuck is that my fault? If we were customers off the street, we would be getting it done PRONTO! If only they knew that Ryan was looking for more work, they would know that I am going to TALK SO MUCH CRAP about them to EVERYONE I know! And it's a lot of people around here. They are the crappiest car dealership I've ever had to deal with...ever!
And Ryan keeps putting his phone on silent, but "not knowing" it's on silent. Fuck that! If you put it on silent, you know it's on silent. What the hell else does a bell with a RED SLASH through it mean? Come on now...I wasn't born freakin yesterday!
I just want this weekend to be over with. I'm sick of having to worry about the stupid ass wedding and how I will get to the place where they are having the "Girls' Weekend" when all we are going to do is sit around and "chat" anyway. Is there really a point to that? And now I won't get there til 4pm on Saturday and will leave at 4pm on Sunday. It just seems like it's pointless, but I mean any time away is a good thing right?
I guess that's it for now. I'm sure I will have more rants after this weekend. I am just in a really pissy mood lately. *sigh*
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Wow! Shocker...
So apparently, we are not getting the hub bearings fixed. Awesome...
Ryan talked to his boss on Tuesday and he said that yeah we can tell the warranty company more than what the fuel pump costs (we really need the fuel pump fixed and it's covered by the warranty) so that we can fix the hub bearing too. Ok...so cool!
Well, on Wednesday he talked to his boss and his supervisor. They wanted to know when we were going to pay the $285 to move up in the warranty grade. Ummm...we aren't! Oh well then you can't get the hub bearing fixed cuz it's not covered on the warranty. Um huh...ok whatever.
So basically his boss told him one thing and his supervisor told him another. LOVE this place. *said in a VERY sarcastic tone*
I am very adimant about NOT giving these people anymore money! Very dead set on that! It's just not happening! So we will get the fuel pump fixed and we will buy the hub bearing through them (they don't make any money off of it) and Ryan can fix the hub bearing. He will also fix the fuel pump but will get paid to do it. He'll have to fix the hub bearing on his own time, but hey...anything to NOT have to give these jerkoffs anymore money. I hate them! I really do!
And Ryan is soooo ready for another job. So ready! He is looking around. The VA hospital about 35 or so minutes away is hiring, so he is going to apply there. He would make about $16/hour after he is trained, so that is double what he makes now. It's just the "training" pay that will not be good. And it's so far away.
Ok, that's it for today...
Ryan talked to his boss on Tuesday and he said that yeah we can tell the warranty company more than what the fuel pump costs (we really need the fuel pump fixed and it's covered by the warranty) so that we can fix the hub bearing too. Ok...so cool!
Well, on Wednesday he talked to his boss and his supervisor. They wanted to know when we were going to pay the $285 to move up in the warranty grade. Ummm...we aren't! Oh well then you can't get the hub bearing fixed cuz it's not covered on the warranty. Um huh...ok whatever.
So basically his boss told him one thing and his supervisor told him another. LOVE this place. *said in a VERY sarcastic tone*
I am very adimant about NOT giving these people anymore money! Very dead set on that! It's just not happening! So we will get the fuel pump fixed and we will buy the hub bearing through them (they don't make any money off of it) and Ryan can fix the hub bearing. He will also fix the fuel pump but will get paid to do it. He'll have to fix the hub bearing on his own time, but hey...anything to NOT have to give these jerkoffs anymore money. I hate them! I really do!
And Ryan is soooo ready for another job. So ready! He is looking around. The VA hospital about 35 or so minutes away is hiring, so he is going to apply there. He would make about $16/hour after he is trained, so that is double what he makes now. It's just the "training" pay that will not be good. And it's so far away.
Ok, that's it for today...
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Yep, still hate them!
Ryan's security job is STILL screwing us over, even though he doesn't work there. They suck big time!
So we need a termination letter from them for Medicaid. I guess they need proof he doesn't work there anymore. Well, Ryan has called about 3 or 4 times in ONE WEEK to get them to fax it to where he works now, and they won't do it. They either don't call back or just don't do it.
Turns out his immediate boss got fired...shocker...so now he has to go to the BIG boss. Well, we don't know who exactly to make the letter out to and he won't make it out to "To Whom it May Concern:"
So Ryan was going to take an extended lunch and go up there to get it. I said HELL NO!!! First of all, I know he has 2 hours this week that he is over 45 hours (and they don't do overtime), but I would like those 2 hours to be spent home! DUH! And he is not wasting gas to drive 45 min away just to get a paper that they can very easily FAX to him!!!
They are really pissing me off! So I called Medicaid and told them what was up. So I have to fax them all the info I can about what is going on. I need to put the business, phone number, contact person, etc etc....I hope they get in BIG TROUBLE!!! That is the government they are messing with now. lol
So we need a termination letter from them for Medicaid. I guess they need proof he doesn't work there anymore. Well, Ryan has called about 3 or 4 times in ONE WEEK to get them to fax it to where he works now, and they won't do it. They either don't call back or just don't do it.
Turns out his immediate boss got fired...shocker...so now he has to go to the BIG boss. Well, we don't know who exactly to make the letter out to and he won't make it out to "To Whom it May Concern:"
So Ryan was going to take an extended lunch and go up there to get it. I said HELL NO!!! First of all, I know he has 2 hours this week that he is over 45 hours (and they don't do overtime), but I would like those 2 hours to be spent home! DUH! And he is not wasting gas to drive 45 min away just to get a paper that they can very easily FAX to him!!!
They are really pissing me off! So I called Medicaid and told them what was up. So I have to fax them all the info I can about what is going on. I need to put the business, phone number, contact person, etc etc....I hope they get in BIG TROUBLE!!! That is the government they are messing with now. lol
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Bad days are life...
Well, I thought I would start a blog about my bad days. It helps to write things down and so here I am.
Today I am so very hormonal. Pregnancy is great like that. I am crying my eyes out, but I'm not even sure if it's for a legit reason.
So Ryan's old boss hasn't sent the term letter yet. And of course no one is in the office today. I just don't understand how these people can just be out of the office all the time. So now I don't know if my kid's health insurance will continue or if Medicaid will drop them because I couldn't get them the paperwork they needed. And I get mad at Ryan. I text Ryan that he doesn't care and how can he not care...blah blah blah....all he says is, "Stop". Like I am bugging him. So I say no problem...but it is a problem. It's a big one.
And he goes out to eat for lunch. I told him he probably couldn't come home cuz our street is getting paved. Well then I call him and tell him he can come home cuz they were at lunch and hadn't started the big street yet. Oh well, he's on his way to a pizza place with a guy he works with. Oh well, isn't that nice? Wish I could go to a pizza place. Nope, I'm stuck here with bologna and mac and cheese. The two essential food groups right?
I ask him how he will pay, well credit card of course, since we have no FREAKING MONEY! Yeah, that's what cc's are for right? To use to buy lunch...hmmm...I thought they were for emergencies...not like we ever use them for that anyway.
He uses that cc like it's free money. I need to take it away from him. I guess I just wish I could trust him with his own cc. He's not my fucking kid! I didn't marry him to be his mom. I'm done being his mom. I just want to give him the checkbook and cc's and be done with it. But honestly, I'm afraid we will go bankrupt tomorrow. *sigh*
Well, there it is. My rants for the day. Sadly enough, I will probably be blogging in this blog everyday. Seems like bad days come and go in our life like crazy..
Today I am so very hormonal. Pregnancy is great like that. I am crying my eyes out, but I'm not even sure if it's for a legit reason.
So Ryan's old boss hasn't sent the term letter yet. And of course no one is in the office today. I just don't understand how these people can just be out of the office all the time. So now I don't know if my kid's health insurance will continue or if Medicaid will drop them because I couldn't get them the paperwork they needed. And I get mad at Ryan. I text Ryan that he doesn't care and how can he not care...blah blah blah....all he says is, "Stop". Like I am bugging him. So I say no problem...but it is a problem. It's a big one.
And he goes out to eat for lunch. I told him he probably couldn't come home cuz our street is getting paved. Well then I call him and tell him he can come home cuz they were at lunch and hadn't started the big street yet. Oh well, he's on his way to a pizza place with a guy he works with. Oh well, isn't that nice? Wish I could go to a pizza place. Nope, I'm stuck here with bologna and mac and cheese. The two essential food groups right?
I ask him how he will pay, well credit card of course, since we have no FREAKING MONEY! Yeah, that's what cc's are for right? To use to buy lunch...hmmm...I thought they were for emergencies...not like we ever use them for that anyway.
He uses that cc like it's free money. I need to take it away from him. I guess I just wish I could trust him with his own cc. He's not my fucking kid! I didn't marry him to be his mom. I'm done being his mom. I just want to give him the checkbook and cc's and be done with it. But honestly, I'm afraid we will go bankrupt tomorrow. *sigh*
Well, there it is. My rants for the day. Sadly enough, I will probably be blogging in this blog everyday. Seems like bad days come and go in our life like crazy..
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