Bad days are life...

Well, I thought I would start a blog about my bad days. It helps to write things down and so here I am.

Today I am so very hormonal. Pregnancy is great like that. I am crying my eyes out, but I'm not even sure if it's for a legit reason.

So Ryan's old boss hasn't sent the term letter yet. And of course no one is in the office today. I just don't understand how these people can just be out of the office all the time. So now I don't know if my kid's health insurance will continue or if Medicaid will drop them because I couldn't get them the paperwork they needed. And I get mad at Ryan. I text Ryan that he doesn't care and how can he not care...blah blah blah....all he says is, "Stop". Like I am bugging him. So I say no problem...but it is a problem. It's a big one.

And he goes out to eat for lunch. I told him he probably couldn't come home cuz our street is getting paved. Well then I call him and tell him he can come home cuz they were at lunch and hadn't started the big street yet. Oh well, he's on his way to a pizza place with a guy he works with. Oh well, isn't that nice? Wish I could go to a pizza place. Nope, I'm stuck here with bologna and mac and cheese. The two essential food groups right?

I ask him how he will pay, well credit card of course, since we have no FREAKING MONEY! Yeah, that's what cc's are for right? To use to buy lunch...hmmm...I thought they were for emergencies...not like we ever use them for that anyway.

He uses that cc like it's free money. I need to take it away from him. I guess I just wish I could trust him with his own cc. He's not my fucking kid! I didn't marry him to be his mom. I'm done being his mom. I just want to give him the checkbook and cc's and be done with it. But honestly, I'm afraid we will go bankrupt tomorrow. *sigh*

Well, there it is. My rants for the day. Sadly enough, I will probably be blogging in this blog everyday. Seems like bad days come and go in our life like crazy..